Welcome to this week’s edition of Five Minute Friday! This week’s theme is “joy”. FMF is a weekly online gathering of writers where we write for five unedited minutes. To learn more about Five Minute Friday, please visit Kate’s blog for more details…
After two decent health days, I am back to any motion of standing trying to bring me down like a deck of cards (which apparently means I rather skip dinner than stand again…). It’s been weeks of feeling like this. Nonstop almost, or so it seems. I could scream. I could verbally share my frustrations with the world, or even manipulate my facebook account into sending out word weapons in effort to share my true thoughts on the subject (of standing).
… But, it will not bring me joy.
Joy isn’t a feeling.
It has to be a heart felt response to – yes- our lives, but more than that. Joy is something God is capable of giving us – even when we feel like we are in a place that is quite rough.
Joy is deliberate.
It is found in my mindset, and where those thoughts wander.
It is found in what I choose to do with my time, mind, and energy level – while I sit in captivity and do anything but stand.
. . .
I started writing out the Word of God. As a chronically ill person, I have quantities of time available. But, that’s not my identity. My identity is wrapped up in my Savior, not these moments where I sit on my bed wondering what to do with myself for the rest of the day… God is where the joy is found.
I have been trying to write out the Word of God, in these moments. It’s a new habit I am forming. It allows me to get to know my Abba Father on a much more intimate level. This is where the joy is found.
While standing is not anything joyful, God is present in the storm. God is the One strengthening my body as I rise, and giving my heart the courage to stand.
God is the One giving me courage and joy, in midst of heartache.
While our trials don’t last forever (imagine that!), my God does. Scripture is clear. God endures forever. It is found in Scripture many many times. Just as God endures forever, so does every single one of His attributes – including joy. This is what He gives, He lovingly offers to those who have believed in His Son Jesus Christ and been called into His beautiful family!
During today’s Scripture writing, I came across this verse in 1 Corinthians 1:9.
“God is faithful! God has chosen you to share life with His Son Jesus Christ our Lord!”
I absolutely love this verse. Jesus is my forever companion, and that is where my joy is found!
Jesus is my full-time Companion who walks with me during the storm, and brings with Him joy to be available to me.
I really enjoyed Andrew’s guest post on Five Minute Friday. Be sure to check out his post.